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yes. even though half of you have already heard from me, since i went onto my grandmother's computer earlier today and answered a few messages but now i is home for good! and my mouth hurts... darn this cinnamon gum!!

funeral was alright. i got some nice roses out of it >_> i never did end up touching a dead body... i was going to, but then i got ushered into a different area until they closed the coffin. it was a nice coffin. looked comfortable. i felt bad that i didn't get to know her well. the stuff the church guy said was funny, and they had some guy who ran the old folk's home up to talk, and he told some amusing stories.

then we went home, did some stuff, went to a play, and then almost went to church. i got out of it cuz my throat hurt. no offense to my lutheran family or anything, but i don't see the point of going to a church service that talks about all this stuff i disagree with. i'm a christian, but not their kind. it's a kind i don't think a lot of people know much about, called gnostic christian. not to be confused with agnostic >_< completely different in meaning, lolz. and anyway, church annoys me. you go there and shake hands with a bunch of random people you don't know. then you sit down. stand up. sit down. stand up. sit down. stand up. sit -- no just kidding, keep standing. sing. sing. sing. sit. stand. sing. stand. stand. stand. leave... shake hands with random people you don't know.

boring.

right. anyhow, i'm back now. yay. kind of worried for my year-younger-than-me cousin. we were always really tight, but recently she is distant. she acts a lot like her older sister who's like twenty-something. she cares a lot more about makeup and popularity now, and family seems less important. the other night when i saw her for the first time in a few months, i started to talk to her and her phone rang. she answered it and talked to her friend i guess i'll just stick with my friends.

i has a chocolate. do YOU has a chocolate? there's a huge organic store by my grandmother's house, and we stopped there before leaving. i bought two big bars of chocolate, one from germany and the other from oregon (lol, random). they ish milk chocolate with hazelnut *droolplz* i can't eat them now though, or i shall explode... i had chocolate cake for dessert at lunch today. i always eat so much at my grandmother's but who could resist chocolate cake??

hmm... what else? oh yeah, i be hazin some plants i told my grandmother about how i wanted to try to grow some plants to pretty up my awful yard (got four huge dirt patches that we can't get grass to grow on), and she told me she had a bunch of daylilies growing and that i could have three~ also, i got some weird violet flowers that were also in her backyard. they're like bluebells or something, and so pretty~ they smell good too

and... i'm sure there's more i could ramble on about... oh. i want a new haircut don't tell my dad though, cuz i told him i only want it *shorter*, when really i want a new style. i'm going to get it styled in england, since my hairstylist there is very nice and helpful. i drew out a few hairstyles on paper today while lounging around in an empty grandmother's house, and i think i'll force my friends to help me figure out what i want between them tomorrow. i've got a long neck, and i want a style that sort of goes halfway down my neck, i think. and some bangs, maybe. i lack them right now lawl~

anyhow, i'm going to go do something or other right now. lalala... oh, i might as well go answer notes then i be hazin some important ones